I'm Still Here

Dr. Nolan:
There must be someone who makes you happy during this time Mr. Grey? How about your family?

Matthew Grey:
I don't know about that...

Matthew Grey:
Of all the things to regret, she's the one I just can't swallow. I wake up everyday, blink my eyes and think to myself: "One more chance to get her back"

Matthew Grey:
I have a rare blood disease, and they don't think I'm gonna recover from it.

Olivia Rudd:
What?

Matthew Grey:
Nothing works. So i'm just stuck here, in limbo, waiting for the end.

Young Rob:
He's not that bad, give him a chance.

Young Matt:
He's not Dad.

Ben Edwards:
You want us to be a family of homeless people?

Alan Grey:
I just wanna see him! I just wanna see him!

Adam:
He obviously likes you mate!

Ben Edwards:
Yeah, will maybe I know what I'm doing? Either that or he's gay.

Sophie Edwards:
So how do you know Ben?

Matthew Grey:
He gave me a lift the other day

Sophie Edwards:
Really?

Matthew Grey:
Yeah, why?

Sophie Edwards:
Nothing...

Matthew Grey:
No, there must be something. You just reacted like I had a third nipple on my forehead

Martin Bailey:
So that's what the doctors have to say is it? With their huge pensions and their fifty medical degrees?

Matthew Grey:
Yeah, apparently so.

Fiona Grey:
He was my son!

Olivia Rudd:
Oh I like that one it's cute

Matthew Grey:
Yeah? You think I'm cute?

Olivia Rudd:
Well, you're obviously full of yourself

Matthew Grey:
You're supposed to be objective!

Dr. Nolan:
We're still human Mr. Grey.

Matthew Grey:
I have a date

Rebecca Lawrence:
Oh, that's lovely! Who with?

Matthew Grey:
Girl from the wig shop. I'm meeting her in 45 minutes

Rebecca Lawrence:
Will she be mad that you're seeing another woman just before your date?

Matthew Grey:
She'll get over it

Rebecca Lawrence:
I must say that err... you're looking dapper

Matthew Grey:
Really?

Rebecca Lawrence:
Is that why you're wearing the wig? She wouldn't go out with you unless you closed the sale?

Matthew Grey:
No, but I think it helped!

Olivia Rudd:
How can I be with someone who doesn't even know if they'll wake up in the morning?

Fiona Grey:
He doesn't even wash his own hair!

Robert Grey:
Leave me alone. It's a statement.

Martin Bailey:
It's a statement alright, it's a statement to wash my hair, that's the statement!

Ben Edwards:
I don't get it, I can't f***ing win! Do you want me to just sit around on my arse all day and watch Jeremy f***ing Kyle with you and the kids? Is that what you want?

Sophie Edwards:
No...

Ben Edwards:
Then tell me what you want!

Sophie Edwards:
I want you Ben! That's all I ever f***ing wanted!

Matthew Grey:
And all I want, more than anything else, is just a little bit of hope for tomorrow. If tomorrow ever comes.

Rebecca Lawrence:
Don't be alone when your time comes. Take it from me.

Sophie Edwards:
You must really hate me?

Ben Edwards:
I don't hate you. But I don't think I love you anymore.

Fiona Grey:
Hasn't he told you yet?

Rebecca Lawrence:
You look lost?

Rebecca Lawrence:
So does she know now?

Matthew Grey:
Yeah, a little.

Rebecca Lawrence:
A little?

Matthew Grey:
Yeah I mean, she knows... She must know...

Rebecca Lawrence:
Matt...

Matthew Grey:
What?

Rebecca Lawrence:
You have to tell her. You can't keep this to yourself. Do you think I like being on my own? He never forgave me. If she's special, then just be honest. I mean what will you do when she has feelings for you and then...

Matthew Grey:
And then... what, and then I die?

Rebecca Lawrence:
Yeah.

Matthew Grey:
She'll just make that face, and stay with me out of guilt and I don't wanna see her like that.

Rebecca Lawrence:
She might not.

Matthew Grey:
It's just gonna remind me of what I'm gonna lose.

Ben Edwards:
You suffered so much because of me, and I see that now.

Sophie Edwards:
Took you long enough...

Matthew Grey:
Soph, just let him talk!

Sophie Edwards:
What would you know? You're not even married!

Matthew Grey:
No, I'm not married! But you told me that you still wanna be with him, and you have this man standing over here pouring his heart out, and that's something that he's not used to. You of all people should know that.

Olivia Rudd:
I don't want to like you.

Matthew Grey:
You know what film I saw the other day?

Ben Edwards:
What's that?

Matthew Grey:
American History X.

Ben Edwards:
Any good?

Matthew Grey:
What, you haven't seen it?

Ben Edwards:
I don't watch films. I get laid.

Matthew Grey:
Whatever. You're married mate, I know for a fact that you're not getting any.

Olivia Rudd:
I didn't know you had any expectations?

Matthew Grey:
I don't... I didn't... Do you?

Olivia Rudd:
You did ask me out.

Matthew Grey:
Yeah well, I don't usually do this.

Olivia Rudd:
Ask girls out?

Matthew Grey:
Ask pretty girls out.

Matthew Grey:
When I look at you, I see my dad. And when I look at Soph, I see my mum. And they fought like cats and dogs until they got a divorce too. And now my mum's shacked up with some bloke and my dad... well, he's still alone. They never talked about their problems, they always took the easy route out. Look, there had to be a moment where you and Soph loved each other. It could be when you were dating, honeymoon whatever I don't give a sh*t. All I know is, is that you owe it to yourself, to Soph, you owe it to Chelsea and you owe it to Jake, not to repeat the same mistake that my parents made. It f***ed me up bad Ben. And believe me, you don't want your kids to end up like me.

Ben Edwards:
Like you?

Matthew Grey:
Alone. With a duffle bag full of trust and anxiety issues

Ben Edwards:
I had no idea...

Matthew Grey:
What, that I care? I do.

Ben Edwards:
Why?

Matthew Grey:
I'm dying.

Dr. Nolan:
How are we feeling today?

Matthew Grey:
Well I feel like sh*t, but I can't speak for you.