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Being handicap: It's a very painful feeling mentally, emotionally, and physically when your handicap and you know you can't function like normal people. It's a very painful feeling when you know your universes behind even average people. It's a very painful feeling when you see everybody having fun and enjoying their freedom and your so handicap all you can do is be in a handicap prison. Now it's time for me to catch up no matter how long it takes me, no matter how hard it is, no matter how painful it will be. Only If I get out of this handicap prison can I begin to live a peaceful and happy life, until then I will continue to suffer. Even if I'm able to pull myself out of this handicap prison, this handicap Hell that I've been trapped in my whole life, I will be left with both scars for what I have lost and growth for what I have learned. If I'm unsuccessful in my attempts to leave my handicap prison, my handicap Hell than I guess the only thing I can do is be strong and learn to accept my circumstance.