Supernatural2005

Castiel:
[Sitting next to Dean's bed in the hospital room] You alright?

Dean Winchester:
[Voice rough after being taken off the ventilator] No thanks to you.

Castiel:
You need to be more careful.

Dean Winchester:
You need to learn how to manage a damn Devil's trap.

Castiel:
That's not what I mean. Uriel is dead.

Dean Winchester:
Was it the demons?

Castiel:
Disobedience. He was working against us.

Dean Winchester:
[after a pause] Is it true? Did I break the first seal? Did I start all this?

Castiel:
Yes. When we discovered Lilith's plan for you, we laid siege to Hell. And we fought our way to get to you before you...

Dean Winchester:
Jump started the apocalypse?

Castiel:
But we were too late.

Dean Winchester:
[Roughly, ashamed] Why didn't you just leave me there then?

Castiel:
It's not... blame that falls on you, Dean. It's fate. The righteous man who begins it is the only one who can finish it. You have to stop it.

Dean Winchester:
Lucifer? The apocalypse? What does that mean? Hey! Don't you go disappearing on me, you son of a b*tch. What does that mean?

Castiel:
I don't know.

Dean Winchester:
Bull!

Castiel:
I don't. Dean, they don't tell me much. I know... our fate... rests... with you.

Dean Winchester:
[His voice is strained, fighting soreness and tears] Well, then you guys are screwed. I can't do it, Cas. It's too big. Alistair was right. I'm not all here. I'm not str- I'm not strong enough. [He turns his head away, a tear falling] I guess I'm not the man either of our dads wanted me to be. Find someone else. It's not me. [Another tear falls as Dean lays silent and defeated]