Boyhood2014/I

Mason:
I just feel like there are so many things that I could be doing and probably want to be doing that I'm just not.

Sheena:
Why aren't you?

Mason:
I mean, I guess, it's just being afraid of what people would think. You know, judgement.

Sheena:
Yeah. I guess it's really easy to say, like I don't care what anyone else thinks. But everyone does, you know. Deep down.

Mason:
I find myself so furious at all these people that I am in contact with just for controlling me or whatever but you know they are not even aware they are doing it.

Sheena:
Yeah. So, in this perfect world where no one is controlling you. What's different? What changes?

Mason:
Everything. I mean, I just wanna be able to do anything I want, because it makes me feel alive. As opposed to giving me the appearance of normality.

Sheena:
Whatever that means.

Mason:
I don't think it means much.

Sheena:
You are kinda weird, you know that?

Mason:
Yeah? Is that a compliment?

Sheena:
I don't know. Do you wanna be weird?

Mason:
I mean, I don't wanna scare kids at the park, or anything like that.

Mason:
I really like talking with you. I don't usually even try to like vocalize my thoughts, or feelings or anything, just I don't know it never sounds right. Words are stupid.

Sheena:
So why are you trying with me?

Mason:
I don't know, I guess, I feel comfortable.