South of Nowhere2005

Ashley Davies:
It feels like everything is perfect again, doesn't it?

[Ashley leans forward to kiss Spencer again, but she pulls away]

Spencer Carlin:
No.

Ashley Davies:
No?

[Spencer sighs and turns away, looking down at the floor]

Ashley Davies:
Wait, what is it?

Spencer Carlin:
I was so in love with you, Ash.

Ashley Davies:
Was?

Spencer Carlin:
You broke my heart, Ash. When you and Aiden were together at the prom...

Ashley Davies:
No, no, no... nothing happened between me and Aiden. I told you that.

Spencer Carlin:
I guess that doesn't even matter now. I mean... when you were in Europe, you didn't even call me back for weeks. It was like... like out of sight, out of mind.

Ashley Davies:
No, God! That's not even what it was...

Spencer Carlin:
My brother died, and you just... you just left!

Ashley Davies:
Look, I know I was stupid, I told you that, okay? I don't do death well, you know that! I swear every night I was away it was great because you were in my dreams. But every morning I woke up it sucked because you wouldn't be there. I know that sounds cliche, but it's true.

Spencer Carlin:
[Shakes her head] I hate this.

Ashley Davies:
I love you. [louder] Spencer, I love you.

Spencer Carlin:
It's not enough.

Ashley Davies:
What does that mean?

Spencer Carlin:
Look, I just can't be with you and commit to you and then have you pull away again.

Ashley Davies:
I'm not going to! And I want you and only you!

Spencer Carlin:
You don't know what you want.

Ashley Davies:
Stop it!

Spencer Carlin:
And I don't know if you'll ever know. And it's too confusing... and... and complicated... and... and it hurts way too much.

Ashley Davies:
Don't do this!

Spencer Carlin:
Look, I'm sorry.